Ahh, hot bath. :3

It's been two good days so far. And I'm glad that right now things are looking up.
This Friday I'm taking Jamies brother Chris out for a few drinks. I just confirmed this not too long ago, making sure that his night is open. Boys night out, woot!
On Saturday, I'm possibly going out with John, the older guy that at around Christmas time nottoo long ago I went to his house, and met his wife and kids, and went out to their grandmas house on an acreage for some skating fun. John and I are gonna go to this place in Edmonton, some Vietnamise Restaurant. I never had Vietnam Noodles before. John says they're just awesome, so I'll have to concur, and try them out!

Jamie and I are getting along good.
Today, she was even more talkative with me again, and even went out of her way to offer me some gum, when she didn't have too. Aw, maybe she does care about me.
I've recently had doubts, thinking that maybe I'm just an annoying big 'brother' to her, one that she feels obligated to talk to and live with. I don't know why, I'm weird, and I get that way quite often.
She never shows much emotion towards me. Every so often she'll maybe flirt briefly, but as soon as I try to play along with it, she cools off and goes back into her bubble.
When she's around other people, like Shawn Harding or my brother Tony (who's 17 right now, Jamie is 19), she's way more flirtatious and outgoing. I envy them for being able to get her to be like that. I wonder; does she only flirt with people her age? Does she have something against me, or is it just secret respect and hidden love that keeps her serious around me?
I know that I'm 7 years older than her. I'm the one that needs growing up, not her.
All I can do is be the best that I can be, and keep playing this waiting game. I'll continue sneaking signs and messages to her, and hopefully, she'll respond.
Maybe I'll just get mad at myself, and just blurt it all out to her properly one day soon. I'm hoping she'll be understanding. Maybe she feels the same way, and is too shy and scared to say anything herself. Or, maybe she just really isn't interested in anyone at this stage of her life, and people like me will have to wait even longer until she's ready for a relationship.

I talk to an awesome Australian friend, nearly every night before I go to bed. I referred to her before on my blog, but never gave a name.
Well, I think it's alright to share just her first name, or, the one I was given.
To me, her name is Rinni. She's a red-headed, leaning towards auburnish, girl from the Land Down Under. Like a lot of good people I like, she has a lot of unique qualities about her. Many details about her are very private, and even on my blogs I won't post about them. I admire and respect her too much to break our intimate secrets like that. Instead, I can say how funny she is, and that she's a fellow artist/writer, and has this powerful life and drive despite all of her own personal problems. A powerful person, this Rinni is, and although I'll most likely never meet her in person, she has done a lot for me and my life so far.
She teaches me how to think certain ways, and to laugh and play again, and how important it is to have friends... She's helped me with my own problems, and allowed me to offer advice or a comment towards her problems. She's comforted me on my really bad days with an uplifting comment or three (plus a few tackle-glomphs), and I have also supported her and uplifted her when her own spirits were wavering low.
Together we've had a fun online experience, and I count her as a good friend.
Thank you Rinni for being there for me, and letting me be your friend. Hope you're enjoying my blogs so far, and maybe one day you'll be inspired to write your own private blog, so people like me can better understand you. :3

I just paid $1000.00 on my Mastercard, kept $500.00 out for myself, and have $800.00-something left over in the bank for automatic deductions like car insurance.
Last few months I've been over-paying rent, so that $500.00 of mine is not needed. I'm gonna go buy my camcorder very soon, hopefully this weekend.
Then I can uplaod videos of me and my house. Maybe I can sneak a video of some family members, too (with their permission, of course.).

I'm gonna figure out how to break apart one of my hentai stories into a comic format, so I can get an artist to make my whole entire story into a hentai comic. I want it to contain as much info and pages as possible, without breaking me or the bank. For me to get custom artwork done, it'll cost money. Hopefully I can talk to the artist and work it out on a page-by-page payment plan, instead of paying th full estimated cost all up front.
Of course, I'll have to divide my story up into jam-packed scenes, to get the best bang for my buck.

Just had the hottest bath I've had in a long time. Could barely move when I got out, my body was just 'ahhh...' after I got out.
Changing was agonizingly slow. The steam made my jammies all clingly, and my body was sluggish and dull.

Forgot what else I was gonna post, so it'll have to wait! Cyaz!