It's been a week, I know...

Last weekend was fun. I went ou every day, I hung out with friends or people I like...
This weekend, totally blows. This whole weeks been blah too.
So how should I feel? It's like this grey haze is on my mind, suppressing me. A day or two ago I was extremely dark and self-depreciating. Today, much better, considering.

I wanted to hang with people from home today, but sure enough, the house is empty. No one was here to talk to all day long, except for my brother Tony, who himself is too busy talking to people on his internet games to get a reply from.

Recently, someone totally out of the blue, showed up. Shawn Harding, the guy who is currently staying in Red Deer for the time being. Yup, he's here right now, in fact. He'll be up in the Fort and area for a couple of weeks, which is good. I did tell him I missed him. Even if him and I had a fight at Christmas time.
He successfully got Jamie to go on MSN last night. I sent her an offline message months ago, so if it wasn't deleted, she chose to ignore it and not answer it.
Right now, they're both in the basement, playing Playstation games together.
Tony is playing Warcraft, and me, well... I don't want to do anything anymore today.
I'll appreciate hanging out with Shawn when my spirits go up again. Right now, in my blah state, I'm not really feeling up to speed to hang with him for very long. Nothing against him, it's just, I'm a gear or three behind.

My dad Mike called me up, told me that his dog Rave, who he had for ten years now, was found. It ran away the day before.
The police said she was found dead, hit by a vehicle. Clearly and understandably, my dad is upset.

Good things to go with the grey in my life this weekend.
I managed to chat it up with Nzz/Leana, Griff, Toy, and Maestro last night. Maestro is from Sherwood Park, and works for Epcor, the power company. Nzz is training to be a professional banker, Griff is a farmer, and Toy, who is an angel BTW, is working with her Aunt at security. It was strange, talking to some fellow weirdos like them all at once. Really made my day last night. >_<
I was super tired after a long day of little else yesterday. At around midnight, I try to go to sleep, but Rinni popped online and was in a talkative mood. We had a chat for an hour and fifteen minutes befoe it tapered off, and I could finally sleep again. Heh, she's a sweet-heart. It's a shame I'll never get to meet my online friends.

I'm trying to find something fun and entertaining to do tonight, to get my mind out of this funk. So far, it's getting better. Looking at cute videos on Newgrounds and YouTube helps a bit.

I'm desperately thinking about getting that digital cam-corder that I said in the past that I wanted to get. I know, I know... I never went through with it. But that's because I let other excuses rob me of my money. This time, I'll pull through.

Now that I have more contacts on my messenger lists, I get more and more random conversations. Right now, for instance, Griff just popped on to say a random 'HEY' to me. Steph is online right now too, but she's not replying to my surprise glomph yet.

I've nothing to say at this point. I'll update later if I can. Cyaz.