New beginnings.

Seeing as I can't re-make my deleted account on MySpace or Vox, I did a Google search on Blog sites. This is the first to pop up, so I joined Blogger.

I TRIED to re-make my MySpace account, but when I do a search for 'Autumnbear' on it, the old account and old user name of 'Autumnbear' shows up, and NOT the new 'Autumnbear' account. It keeps telling me that my user profile has been deleted, even though I can log in as my new 'Autumnbear' account and post on it.

The Vox account won't let me re-make it at all. My E-mail is already in use, it says, so you can't make your account. But since I deleted my old account, I can't even log into it, even though it says the E-mail address is still in use.

I'm a little annoyed, but I will survive. I liked Vox more than MySpace. I could link videos, pictures, and music much easier than I could on MySpace. It was a great site, and I'll miss it even though I was only a member for less than a week on it.

My first blog on this new site is an official apology for a graphic designer/ flash artist known as Katy Towell. I'm hoping that if she ever does a web search on 'that asshole Autumnbear' she'll come across it and maybe read what I posted. I did something truly terrible to upset her, and because I'm too scared to risk contacting her again at the risk of her disappearing into a far-off monastery in Tibet, I chose to remain silent. The world and her friends needs her, and if I chase her off, the loss would be great for everyone. I'm already feeling too much guilt and self-pity; if she stopped creating art for herself because of me...

I'm going to lay low for a while, and stay away from her and her sites. She needs her privacy, and I need to think about what I had done.

I NEED a blogging forum that lets me post whenever I need to. I'm addicted to blogs, and I have a lot on my mind that needs to come out. When I deleted my old blogs, I lost a huge chunk of my thoughts on paper. Now all that crap is back in me again. Hopefully on this site I can keep my nose clean, and not be so stupid in the future. I don't know how to edit my background yet, and I doubt I'll be able to link my favourite videos on this site yet, but it WAS the first result on my search on Google for a blogging site. So here I am, starting over, and I hope I never make such a stupid mistake in my life ever again.

Here was my old calling sign. I used to post it on every post title, and at the end of each post.

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