Kims making a BBQ right now, even though there aren't many people tonight to enjoy it. It's got a fruit bowl, complete with cherries, the usual BBQ staple side-dishes, and whatever she's got grillin'.
I'm watching what I'm eating. A few days ago I spent $200 on myself, and I got a bunch of fitness stuff. The Perfect Push-Up thing (which works a lot, owies...), some hand weights, some springy thing... Basically a bunch of minor, useless crap that will help me do my thing.
I lack the willpower to do one big grind, so instead, I've been slowly whittling away at it, doing a smaller number of push-ups and sit-ups, but doing them more often throughout the day.
Figure maybe things with me at home aren't so fine after all, so I, once again, have been seriously thinking about a potential military career.
I just got back from picking up Shawn Hale from work. He's a little scared right now.
His sister recently broke up with her partner, and now her ex-partner is hunting for her. According to Shawn, this guy is rumored not to be a nice guy. I don't know how, but Shawn got the idea that her ex might come to his work and start asking him where she is, since she just broke up with him.
So, I drove down and picked him up. No big deal.
I'm curious about why he doesn't have his car anymore. Kinda makes me scratch my head (and scritch my ears), since he loved his car, and drove, for the most part, BETTER THAN ME. <- I is a scary driver.
I feel bad. Every time I open up, I bring misery to my family and friends. I came very close to shutting down my blog this weekend.
I wouldn't delete it, of course, but I would stop posting. What's the point? I was trying to open up and express my frustrations and feelings, and maybe have a select few, people that I thought I could trust, read it and keep it to themselves. Instead, I dunno...
Instead everything I've written has only hurt or upset people.
Right now I'm debating whether or not to give up on one of the favourite things I like to do: writing.
Lets see how things develop. For now, I have a BBQ to attend. Later.
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Hey Dave.
For the problem with Shawn's sister and her ex, none of it surprize me not one bit. She does has a history of being extreme paranoid,however if the person she left was the same person I meet while visiting Shawn at his place some time ago, then Shawn's worry about him does make sease, he even gives me the chills.
Anyways, sorry to hear about people being upset over your blogs btw.
If you want, you can check out my pubic one here
http://westmillers.blogspot.com/
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