[Stretch] Ugh. Morning...

Ugh... Just woke up, and I'm terribly bored...

I was supposed to go to Bruderheim last night for a night of playing pool, drinking, and hanging out with a new friend from work. Unfortunately...
He has a few bad teeth, and has been going to the dentist once every two weeks since joining us. Apparently he missed yesterday, unable to go to work, because on Thursday, the day before, the dentist drilled too deeply, in one of his teeth. Now, he's in more pain, and on some kind of drug. He missed out on Friday, leaving me high and dry.
I don't know where he lives, or what pub he's going to... Or even his phone number. I also highly doubt he'd be in a state of mind to go out anyways. Bummer.

So, instead of a night of fun, I stayed at home.
The family was watching a movie called 'The Bucket List'. Well, okay, just Kim, Laurie, and Jamie were. I got bored of listening to my brothers company and him talking about Warcraft, so I came upstairs to watch the last half of the movie.
There are a few honest tear jerkers in this one.
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It's very rare to see or hear Jamie cry, but it proves that she still has a heart. She, ahh... may have wept a little for the movie... >_>
Which is fine! Certainly doesn't make me lose any respect for her!... <_<
K, I'll shut up now... Before I get killed.

Both Shawns were over yesterday. Hale and Harding. Hale played WoW on Tonys spare computer (mums old one that Jamie used to use before she bought her own one). Harding came to visit Jamie, but also came down to visit me. Huh. So we hung out for a bit, watched some videos on YouTube and Newgrounds and stuff, I drew a very nice crayon picture of a girl lost in the woods (It's on the fridge now. I may have put it there...)... I didn't really do much.

I was kind of really worried for my sister Jamie. On Friday, when she came to work with me, she was very sick and unhappy. In addition to doing her unintentional silent treatment, she looked and acted miserable. Heart-wrenching sadness ensued, thinking it was my fault, or that she was mad at me.
When she disappeared from the site after coffee, without a note or anything, I felt terrible all day long. I thought that maybe she was feeling weirded out by having me work with her, since I know that she knows that I have feelings for her.
All day long, I tried to be brave. For the past week I've been babysitting a Sherritt labour pool guy who recently got transferred to us from the Carpenter Shop. His name is Jason, and he's an ignorant douche that just won't learn, adapt to, or accept his new situation and position. He hates it with us, and makes no effort to hide it. Babysitting him to clean up bird droppings from a suspended office in Loadout, with Jamie possibly shunning or hating me, plus the fact that I was worked terribly hard all week long, made me feel a tad bit down. Friday the Thirteenth though, so it kind of made me feel better. ^_^
I finally get home, and first thing, Jamie starts talking to me. Oh wow, if relief was tangible, I swear I was smothered in it. She said how sick she was, and how she had to come home, and she smiled and acted like everything was okay, and seemed a lot better to be honest. I guess that's why she hung out with Laurie all afternoon, and watched that movie, The Bucket List, with her.
I later learned that on Friday, Jamie had a little tiff with her mom. The details surprised me, but they revolved around Sam, and how bad of a mother Kim was, as far as I can understand the details. Oh Jamie, Jamie, Jamie... Don't burn any bridges, please. Family is here to support you, to give you a place to push your back against when things go rough. Don't fight with your mother, please...

I have an insider digging up contacts and information for me. He's gonna help me ease myself into a masseusing apprenticeship, and help me find a job where I can learn and practice at the same time. There's a number in the paper I can call too, about lining upsome academics for myself, but I also need a job where I can get paid a little while going to school. I could work at Sherritt all day, then go to school at night, but I'll be worn out if I do that. Still...
Anyways, things are in the works, so let me continue to do things at my own pace. Things slowly but surely unfold over time, and I have even longer working plans in my mind, that I won't be able to do for a while. Needless to say though, things are progressing in the right direction, and soon I'll have to jump and make a seamless break in my life, which, pre-meditated, will happen so quick and so precisely, barely anyone wil feel it. Just like all the other times before in the past. I can make life-altering changes in a heartbeat, but only after setting things up and preparing for it for a while.

My dad says he's coming up for a vsit this Sunday, on Fathers Day. Well, we'll see how things go. I'm spending a little money on myself, but I'm still maintaining a budget. I have to save up for something right now.
I just re-ordered that anime I was 'sposed to get, instead of the live-action version of it. I went to the site, and made damn sure it said 'Anime' beside it. I'll have to wait 4-12 days again for it to arrive, but it's a lot cheaper than the movie I just bought from them the last time.
Later.